too much things i've seen and thought of. but too little time to jot them down. maklumlah i kan busy woman. hahaha.
huda, i dah update sikit ni. aci tak?
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Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Thursday, January 26, 2012
neng oh neng
i have been doing a lot of thinking lately. things are happening faster than my cpu could process. and of course, despite the logic, tiba2 akan menjadi neng yatimah. sukalah drama2 sendiri kan. hehe
a few points that i have come about:
1. nikmat mempunyai seorang ibu tak dapat digambarkan dengan kata2. see, tulis ni pun nak neng juga. tah hape2. betullah orang kata, a mother is irreplaceable. ok, memang ada, mak tiri dan kategori mak lain yang baik. tapi mak kandung yang baik, kita mesti akan sayang nak mampos sampai masa kecik2 aku rasa kalau nak mati, nak mati dengan mak.
2. referring to the first point, what more when you yourself has become a mother. memang betul orang kata (orang kata lagi), anak2 susah nak faham kasih sayang mak bapak selagi mereka sendiri tak jadi mak bapak. so anak2ku, despite my jeritan sebenar dan batin, im trying to convey that only Allah knows how much i love all of you. i pray that you will love me, and be proud to have me as your mak kandung forever.
3. this is to reinforce myself, setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya. one day, i will be looking back at what i have done today, and say to myself, bersyukur aku buat decision tu. yes, we plan, but ultimately, Allah is the best planner. sometimes we do not know why we do the things we do. so, harung je lah. that is life. kalau tak cuba, tak tahu. tawakkal jek la.
tu je la at the mo, kang tulis lagi.
a few points that i have come about:
1. nikmat mempunyai seorang ibu tak dapat digambarkan dengan kata2. see, tulis ni pun nak neng juga. tah hape2. betullah orang kata, a mother is irreplaceable. ok, memang ada, mak tiri dan kategori mak lain yang baik. tapi mak kandung yang baik, kita mesti akan sayang nak mampos sampai masa kecik2 aku rasa kalau nak mati, nak mati dengan mak.
2. referring to the first point, what more when you yourself has become a mother. memang betul orang kata (orang kata lagi), anak2 susah nak faham kasih sayang mak bapak selagi mereka sendiri tak jadi mak bapak. so anak2ku, despite my jeritan sebenar dan batin, im trying to convey that only Allah knows how much i love all of you. i pray that you will love me, and be proud to have me as your mak kandung forever.
3. this is to reinforce myself, setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya. one day, i will be looking back at what i have done today, and say to myself, bersyukur aku buat decision tu. yes, we plan, but ultimately, Allah is the best planner. sometimes we do not know why we do the things we do. so, harung je lah. that is life. kalau tak cuba, tak tahu. tawakkal jek la.
tu je la at the mo, kang tulis lagi.
Thursday, October 13, 2011
thinking too much of it will just make you sad.
sometimes i just have to agree, people are punished for working too hard.
ya betul, kita hanya manusia. bukan setiap masa boleh menjadi objektif.
kita ada perasaan yang akan mempengaruhi fikiran dan keputusan.
i suppose, we just have to be positive.
treat the disadvantage as a test that will make us wiser.
look at what we have, that others do not have
hutang aku satu per enam pinggang kot. orang lain punya may be keliling pinggang. hahaha.
i hope that thought makes me feel better :)
sometimes i just have to agree, people are punished for working too hard.
ya betul, kita hanya manusia. bukan setiap masa boleh menjadi objektif.
kita ada perasaan yang akan mempengaruhi fikiran dan keputusan.
i suppose, we just have to be positive.
treat the disadvantage as a test that will make us wiser.
look at what we have, that others do not have
hutang aku satu per enam pinggang kot. orang lain punya may be keliling pinggang. hahaha.
i hope that thought makes me feel better :)
Thursday, September 8, 2011
know the unknown
on tuesday, baby X is 28 weeks 2 days. we already know the gender
but the most surprise is, bamnya pipi dia
lenn kata, must be like the mother
fine, aku tembam
but the most surprise is, bamnya pipi dia
lenn kata, must be like the mother
fine, aku tembam
Friday, August 12, 2011
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
disclosed
it is not called a secret when....
you don't say it out loud, but publicly write about it
des'ree pun menyanyi...life..oh life...ohhhh liffeee..oh life...dududu
you don't say it out loud, but publicly write about it
des'ree pun menyanyi...life..oh life...ohhhh liffeee..oh life...dududu
mini them
tempat kerja aku macam negara yang berskala mini
nak tahu/dengar apa yang diorang nak je
sentiasa rasa diri sendiri best
perasan disukai
takut dengan bayang-bayang sendiri
this is what we call, self-destruction
sedih
nak tahu/dengar apa yang diorang nak je
sentiasa rasa diri sendiri best
perasan disukai
takut dengan bayang-bayang sendiri
this is what we call, self-destruction
sedih
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