friends are like chocolate chips in a cookie

thanks hood for the uplifting conversation that we had today. i really need my chicken soup now. i miss you la babe. when can we meet again after the last encounter in 2006? haha. but allow me to get in shape dulu ok?

i am desperate to get out of where i am in now. sungguh tak sihat rasanya environment di sini. too much of politics. boss kata politik terjadi apabila ada lebih dari 2 orang. haha. sangat compact definition dia. saya sangat suka! talking about getting out, banyak benda nak fikir. banyak sangat berfikir pun tak bagus. it wont make me a rocket scientist pun. talking about rocket, aku tak faham kenapa malaysia nak kecoh sangat pasal wedding dR sMs sampai nak kena jemput astronaut dari 35 buah negara. and of course all is paid for lah kan. kalau tak, takkan angkasawan tu semua nak datang. they dont even know dR sMs, i am so sure! and for all you know, dR sMs pun bukanlah seorang angkasawan. dia hanyalah seorang pelancong angkasa, space tourist for god sake! bodoh tahap tak boleh dibayangkan oleh seorang yang waras tau siapa punya idea nak organize such a big wedding. and sebagai salah seorang pembayar cukai yang berjaya, aku rasa of course lah duit rakyat yang akan digunakan untuk sponsor para astronaut tu datang malaysia. sumpah ini memalukan tahap global! tak boleh terima wey keadaan ini! dR sMs of course lah redha kan sebab orang lain yang akan buat benda-benda tu on his behalf. entah-entah dia tak payah keluar modal pun kan. isk i dont know what to say lah.

ok back to banyak benda nak fikir. bila bangun pagi, you know what to expect for the day. it has been like that for a period of time. and suddenly you want to change it. haruslah banyak uncertainties. tapi sometimes uncertainties are good. orang kata harung je. barulah kita live every moment. or the feeling i have now results from comparing too much with those who are more fortunate. ok please define 'more fortunate'? laptop ada anti virus yang paling power di dunia? kereta dengan keupayaan penjimatan minyak paling tinggi? kebolehan membuat soft cookie seperti double choc coconut caramel di famous amos? (sumpah cookie itu sangat sedap aku terbayang-bayang sampai sekarang, rugi semalam tak beli 10 keping) atau menjalankan multilevel marketing hingga ke tahap dapat komisen 5 angka pada setiap bulan? hmm susahnya menjadi orang dewasa. hahaha ok tak tiba-tiba conclude macam tu.

macam ni lah, i will just proceed with what i have started. at the same time, life and dream must go on. reminding myself again, rezeki is up to Him. kita hanya kena usaha dan yakin.

good and positive people, come to mama. the not-so-good ones, jangan kacau gua. shohhh jauh-jauh! i have other better things to do rather than semakkan kepala fikir macam mana nak avoid kau. chalo!